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I always feel sadness deep in my conscience, because i feel sickness, suffering or death everyday. But even when I am sad, I will always give you a smile. And when you smile back, you give me therapy. Thank you for smiling.

Strange. It never moved past friendship, but I’m glad that it never did. We were always better off as platonic companions. We mixed together well, without adding romance to the pot. It’s ironic that the reasons we don’t talk as much anymore is because we decided not to take that plunge into the unknown. I miss your smile, your humor, your friendship. But I also understand that it’s okay to love someone from distance. “I respect your first priority. I understand your second commitment. Now can you reserve the number three for me?”

“Sesungguhnya Allah mengasihi orang-orang yang banyak bertaubat, dan mengasihi orang-orang yang sentiasa mensucikan diri” (Al Baqarah 2:222)  They said laughter is the best medicine, but sometimes tears can heal better. 

Cinta itu tidak boleh diungkap dengan istilah.  Hanya yang merasai akan memahami.  The end. 

 I want to go back to believing in everything and knowing nothing at all. But I still don’t understand, why you left  and never come back. 

You struggle to tell me that you no longer want me, because you know, you know, that you will hurt me. So you avoid saying what needs to be said. You give me just enough hope, to keep me holding on. What a coward you are  to not be able to face your own truth.